Edge Of Desire

Lift up my eyes
I really wish I hadn't
Because there you are. Flamboyant and disarrayed, the world is your stage
And I am it's fool
Because I want you
And you will never know
And we will never be
You are at the edge of my desire
And there you will remain
For a week? A month? A year?
Perhaps till tomorrow
Perhaps till I see you fall from grace
As they usually do
But it's magical, what your words mean to me
I am punished
It is wrong
But if I ever get the chance again...
I am the world's fool
And you are the protagonist
Though you don't even know 
My stories always have the same ending
I always fall asleep with roses in my hands, and a gun on my chest